You're Getting What You Want. Now What do You Do?

Things are coming at me faster than I can respond -- good things; opportunities, connections, growth, friends, family, social commitments, more work. . . . I'm very aware that I asked for these things. I created all of this. Recently I've found myself saying the words, "I'm overwhelmed" a lot. Then I would have guilt because it's not as if terrible and painful things are coming in to my personal life, how dare I be overwhelmed!

I was caught in the conundrum of realizing the life I've imagined and feeling like the train was leaving the station without me.

So I spoke with my coach about this space. I recognized that I had a fear that if I didn't rise to all of the opportunities in front of me they would disappear. I don't believe that to be true, but my brain had managed to get itself caught in this fearful loop. I was reminded that I could express two incredibly helpful desires. One, that my journey be peaceful. Second, that I could express a desire for the pace to slow down. And as fast as my creations came to fruition, they are coming at a pace I feel comfortable with right now.

Sometimes we forget that we are masters of all we create, how we create it and the speed at which it comes.