I have been on a quest; a quest to become the very best I can be. Ultimately, with that quest has come change and with change has come fear, joy, excitement, pain, terror, the “oh my God what nows”, the “hey, this is downright awesomes”, the feeling of being a loose end, the feeling of amazing grounded-ness. Are you feeling me? Change brings with it, well…CHANGE.

These last few weeks have been loaded with change. I have felt like a kid going through a growth spurt and damn if that growth spurt hasn't been a tad painful. I have literally felt up in the air, not sure where the hell I am about to land.

I have decided to take my coaching practice to a new level adding corporate coaching to my offerings. With that decision came the “what ifs”.

At the beginning of the year I will be teaching some new teleclasses. While I am excited and honored to be given this opportunity, I am scared to death.

And here is the biggie; I have decided that I can no longer hide a skill and gift that has been with me my entire life. That skill is my intuition and the fact that I am able to read energy and provide others with readings. There, I said it. I have been hiding this gift for far too long because I was afraid that others would think I had lost my mind. In hiding it, I have been hiding a part of me.

OK so what I am going to do to ensure that I land on my feet instead of my head?

Well, I am going to flesh out my corporate coaching offerings so I can place it on my website and then start contacting mid-sized companies to offer my services. For goodness sake, I have a Masters in Industrial/Organizational Psychology that is not being utilized so don’t you think it’s time I get off the stick?

I am going to review my teaching materials and begin writing my curriculum. I have taken these classes, it is content I love so I know I can teach them. (In other words; Girlfriend, put up or shut up.)

I am going to do more readings. I did one just the other day and it was amazing how grounded and excited I felt. Hey, if others find it weird, that’s OK. It’s none of my business what others think any way.

I have opportunities and if I choose to shy away from them, then I am not growing and learning; I am rolling over and playing dead. NOT AN OPTION!