I consider myself a man of faith. However there are certain moments in my life when I have felt so confused and so alone that I have felt quite afraid. One time I was working with a spiritual healer who was doing energy work with me, and it was incredible because it was all over the phone!

One day I had not spoken to the healer and I was feeling quite sick, so sick that I could not even think straight. I felt like I was losing my mind and actually felt afraid for my life. I had no idea what to do. Should I go to the hospital? Will people think I am crazy? I turned to God for help, but rather than simply asking, I demanded the answer. I turned upward and yelled at the top of my voice, “God, I need to know what this is right NOW!”

The moment I stopped the phone rang. I only said, “Hello.” It was my healer and she said, “I just wanted to let you know I have been working on you here and so you may feel funny, you may not even be able to think straight. Just know you’ll be fine.” I smiled, said thank you, and then thanked God.

When you doubt your faith, don't turn away, come back with conviction. Don't ask for what you need, demand it! If you are truly serious, and will not accept anything less, you will receive what you ask for.