I am about to stop dieting. Forever. What will I think about? What will I talk to other women about? Who am I if I am not dieting and aplogising for how I look? What will happen if I trust my body and "eat intuitively"? I feel as though I am leaping out of an aeroplane without a parachute and I am terrified! Today is hopefully one of the last days of my life where I will abuse food and eat until I feel uncomfortable. Tomorrow I start. Today i will grieve the loss of what I have wrongly considered to be a Good Friend.